i'm not really sure why i made this website.  i don't have anything to contribute to society that hasn't been said already.  sometimes i wonder if i have a pathological individuality complex, but if i do, it is completely unfounded.  maybe i am in fact different, but most definitely in a bad way.  however, by writing here, i can entertain the idea that i am unique, if only temporarily.

i hope writing will make me feel better.  i don't know what i'm doing with my life, but i've been told that writing about your thoughts makes you feel better.  i've never been a fan of self-care. i especially don't believe in meditation or yoga or any forms of commodified and bastardized self-care. it's just gentrified voodoo shit stolen co-opted by a faux-enlightened, pretentious white people.  but truthfully, i hope this works.

"The harder, duller work of self-care is about the everyday, impossible effort of getting up and getting through your life in a world that would prefer you cowed and compliant." - Laurie Penny, on self-care (https://thebaffler.com/latest/laurie-penny-self-care)